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tell me now  why you lie  to yourself  and those nearby  does it hurt to wear that mask to have no name  and have no back  scared, you run ashamed, you hide never will your soul confide alone you stand  in a room that's full empty-handed  a life so cruel  those who loved you pushed away  afraid they'd see  your imperfect face   unable to look at yourself  spent your time  gaining wealth   how's it now  to have it all  but be alone  and act so tall speaking lies  on repeat a house filled  with utter grief  no light  just darkened rooms hate-filled heart  and broken words one day you'll see perhaps when it's over your time is up nothing more left to uncover you've had your chance to make right all your sins now better of dead nothing more left to give 

I was only out painting the narcissus  Until the ground broke beneath me  You tried to question and control our fate Giving no thought to what could please me  And to this day I don’t return  Yet I no longer let you wreak havoc on the innocent You stayed furious and turned your homelife into chaos  But mine stayed peaceful in the garden of the underworld  Spring is still my own and i’ll forever claim it  Taking power over your name and remaining my own