the detailing of specific occurences

I find it entirely intriguing and questionable at times that i write nothing of true substance no facts, no depth words and emotions, vague and perceptual the irony is that if the opposite were to exist it was be the same shall I attempt? Philosophical skepticism nihilism I know nothing and nothing matters I could dive deeper prove my "intelligence" but should I? What sticks, lands If growth, I'll still thrive generations of minds can lead to clues but nothing should be taken as testimony I speak today not to defend myself But rather debate my own mind on the truth Micro or macro, or anything in between Again I repeat, it means nothing Unless in the case it does Then I suppose I will see if specificity reigns supreme However, the only matter at present is in maintaining personal satisfaction It matters not what others think Or the perception of your reality The only that does survive is your own An...